So I haven't been around much. Well i haven't been uploading anything, but what is new? I have not had a chance to write anything new in quite some time. School has taken up all of my time and all of my energy. I am doing well. Considering it's been almost 15 years since I was in school, I say I am doing well.
I spoke to my academic counselor yesterday and he recommends trying to test out of some of my general studies classes. That just makes me so very nervous. I am not sure what to think about it. Can I do it? Will it be hard? (Sure, it will) I have no idea which classes to try to test out of. I have never felt academically gifted. I can learn something sure, but *know* something... I have always felt there was a difference. I am not sure I have the confidence to actually tell someone, I know all i need to know about this, test me so I can be done with it. That just is not the attitude that I have. Maybe it is not the attitude that anyone has, and I am just being overly concerned.
... I am rambling...
I need to just pick a class and study for it and take it. Worst that can happen is that I fail and have to take the class anyway right?
Just seems so embarrassing to fail.
It is worse not to try though ... right?
yeah...